I know that this will sound silly to most but I am also sure that some may feel the same, I have already said this to a couple of members in PM's but I wanted to talk about it here as I can't really stop feeling useless.
As much as I feel so at home here, I also feel so damn useless, and keep putting so much pressure onto myself to try to help others, yet my knowledge of most things here is so poor that I feel I am a total waste of space
this is a feeling that I cannot do anything about, but to make everyone understand I would have to go into my life story and I am not about to do that ("thank god" I hear you cry!! lol ) and you'd be right.
But in all seriousness, I wish I could be of more help, and get paranoid into thinking that I am being watched to see how much of a help I am or am not being, this I know is not true......I hope
lol
Please forgive the silly post, but does anyone else feel like this? my guess would be no, as most threads that I have read would indicate that you all know your stuff, I know it is a matter of learning and remembering, but that does not come natural to me, most advice and help that I have received goes in one ear and out of the other, practically nothing sticks, my mind goes blank when reading tutorials and I can't deal with it.
Maybe others are like this too, but maybe not so extreme as in they can eventually get stuff into their heads, I just can't for the most part, and feel I am giving the community here nothing of any value
I really apologise for this 
Please don't get the Violins out lol its not meant to come across like that, but me and wording things also is not great.
In short I hope you don't get penalized for not helping anyone, believe me I would if I could, but I get down easy.......and apologise to anyone that I may have advised and it has not been at all helpful.
Please don't have a go at me for this post, I just wanted to say in a nutshell that I feel bad for not being able to help anyone
All I find I keep doing is asking things myself instead of helping others
Jekyll and Hyde
As much as I feel so at home here, I also feel so damn useless, and keep putting so much pressure onto myself to try to help others, yet my knowledge of most things here is so poor that I feel I am a total waste of space

But in all seriousness, I wish I could be of more help, and get paranoid into thinking that I am being watched to see how much of a help I am or am not being, this I know is not true......I hope

Please forgive the silly post, but does anyone else feel like this? my guess would be no, as most threads that I have read would indicate that you all know your stuff, I know it is a matter of learning and remembering, but that does not come natural to me, most advice and help that I have received goes in one ear and out of the other, practically nothing sticks, my mind goes blank when reading tutorials and I can't deal with it.
Maybe others are like this too, but maybe not so extreme as in they can eventually get stuff into their heads, I just can't for the most part, and feel I am giving the community here nothing of any value


Please don't get the Violins out lol its not meant to come across like that, but me and wording things also is not great.
In short I hope you don't get penalized for not helping anyone, believe me I would if I could, but I get down easy.......and apologise to anyone that I may have advised and it has not been at all helpful.

Please don't have a go at me for this post, I just wanted to say in a nutshell that I feel bad for not being able to help anyone
All I find I keep doing is asking things myself instead of helping others
Jekyll and Hyde

My Computer
System One
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- Manufacturer/Model
- Intel Pentium
- CPU
- Core 2 Duo @ 2.40 GHz
- Motherboard
- Abit AW9D
- Memory
- 4 Gig DDR 2
- Graphics card(s)
- GeForce 8800 GTX 768MB
- Sound Card
- Onboard
- Monitor(s) Displays
- 19" Belinea
- Screen Resolution
- 1280 x 1024
- Hard Drives
- 500 Gig Barracuda
- PSU
- No idea
- Case
- Cooler Master
- Cooling
- a few fans and a Zalman something or other.......
- Mouse
- Logitech G9 Laser Mouse
- Keyboard
- Logitech G15
- Internet Speed
- Broadband at around 750kb's